ramblings
Hello my drunken friends! I have just now joined you in the realm of drunkeness!! I miss you two so much its killing me! Unfortunately, I can’t come home during fall break because I am forced to go to Kentucky with the soccer team. I’m gonna end up getting in a fight within the next month… like fist-fight. I can feel it. Hopefully my gals will back me up so I don’t get beat too badly. Which reminds me, I’ve been in the weirdest mood lately. I am constantly wanting to fight, or wanting to fool around. Joey would have enjoyed it, except for the fact that he works. all. weekend. lame. I am in heat (heh) and its making me crazy…. aaand he just told me he’s taking me out to a movie tomorrow *heart* I’m excited. I wasn’t expecting to see him tomorrow, and the fact that I am makes me ridiculously happy. I’m lame, I know. SO since I’m rambling, I may as well give you both updates.
Classes: physics and biochem tests i took today have been sucessfully failed. (i can tell). Other classes, meh. except for brit lit. I heart brit lit.
Work: lame. as always. I started sassing back to zalisko (aka, douchebag boss) and he’s taking out his frustrations on other people now… I feel kinda bad… kinda.
Soccer: stressful, yet fun. I love soccer, its the best stress reliever for me… until it makes me want to fight. One particular member of the soccer team is being bitchy and uncooperative… I actually have the coachs’ full support to kick her off the field next time she throws a lil fit of hers. go me for being a captain =). That, and I’m sick of stupid hos on the other team elbowing me in the back. Next girl that does it, is prolly gonna be punched, not gonna lie.
Apps: same as last time. Have to send in two more transcripts, two more supplementals and more money… then I’m DONE! til January that is. then i find out if i have interviews. woot?
Friends: mostly cool, some kind of getting to me. Erika is awesome always… she actually puked a few times today out of stress and too much coffee and not enough food. =( poor thing. Nikki is also awesome, except that she has too much daily drama to tell me about. I hate drama. it bugs me…. so I’ve been hanging out with Joey a lot cuz he’s very drama free…. and speaking of…
The Boy: Absolutely amazing. I know I’m supposed to be careful with this guy, like most guys, but its ridiculous how much I like him. He just gets me (more than mostly anyone except you two!) plus the genuinely sweet, and wanting me to do well in classes and such cuz it means something to me, therefore means something to him. He actually listens to me. which is weird, and he actually catches my word vomit (stuff I didn’t intend to say but do… which normally doesn’t matter cuz the guy i’m usually with doesn’t .listen that carefully). He treats me so well, and I am more attracted to him emotionally than I have to any other guy ever. No matter how this turns out, this is the best relationship I’ve ever had… and its only been two months. Weird huh? He actually put up a sign at the shell station (where he works nights) saying congrats on our two month anniversary… and it was up for a few days. *squee* Its corny and cutesy and i don’t even want to puke! There is something seriously wrong with me. Like seriously. Okay, so I’m going to gush some more (go drunken sara) and then I’ll be done. The other day he was talking to me and said the cutest thing and I about died. So we were sitting on the couch watching tv… and he looks at me with that adorable look that shows he has something he wants to say but doesn’t want to sound like a pansy. so I ask him what’s up…. and he says “So, last night when we were cuddling, you fell asleep (and ps, its weird for me to fall asleep before him, even with my super fast pass out rate) and I was just holding you and thought ‘I really like this girl… like, I really like her. I’m going to fall in love with her one day’”. OMG GUYS! I about squeed and jumped up and down on the spot…. but I played it cool and replied with “well, its a good thing I like you too then, huh?” lol. Oh. My. Damn. But anyway, I’m being super careful. really. I’m more attached to his dog still, but I think thats just a weird thing of mine. =) Loeki is cuter at any rate.
Just so you know, I am weirdly focused on this blog and I don’t know why. I haven’t been able to focus for the past month on anything of importance. It must because I know I’m technically talking to you two right now.
And there is an important lesson I’ve learned this year. Whether or not I make it into vet school, I’m going to be alright. I know something and it bugs me that I can’t fulfill it. I know life is short, and I should live each day to its potential and just be happy cuz life is too short to be unhappy….. although with school, its hard to just LIVE. Like really live. So I’m working on living and being happy and going to school. its tough, and I’m not going to get straight A’s this semester or next, but its worth it in my mind.
So in conclusion, there is my life up til this point. I love you both SOOOO much! Miss you!
*HEARTS ALL AROUND!*
*drunken*Moony
